Running in Place
by allons-y-said-he
Summary: A Supernatural Wincestiel fic I'm writing with my cousin, Michelly. Kinda angsty. A little sexy. Really fun to write. Peace out bitches!
1. Running From Secrets

"Cas, are you okay? What happened to you?" Dean demands, grabbing Cas by the shoulder.

Cas looks blankly at Sam, then at Dean, and goes back to staring at his hands on the chair beneath him.

"What's wrong?" Sam inquires, studying Cas's face.

"Cas," Dean insists, "Tell us what happened."

Cas looks up at Dean, frowning, then buries his face in his hands, "What happened to me?"

"That's the million dollar question."

"Shower...I want a shower"

Dean throws up his hands, "he wants a goddamned shower."

"Dean," Sam scolds, "just-" stopping to sigh, "give him the damned shower and we can talk to him later."

"Sam, this man, this _angel_ has been gone for weeks. He beat the shit out of me, healed me, and then left with the angel tablet, and without any contact, only to just appear in the middle of the night asking us for a freaking shower?!"

"Did you miss the part where he said he was being controlled?" Sam retorts.

"It doesn't look like he's being controlled anymore," Dean answers, "nothing was stopping him from giving us a freaking phone call!"

Just when Sam opens his mouth to respond Cas interrupts timidly, "um," he swallows, "I'm right here."

"Yeah you are. Would you still like your freaking shower," Dean barks, "do you want me to wash your back too?"

_Yes_, Cas thinks, looking away to focus on the wallpaper, "You say 'freaking' a lot."

"Now you hurt his feelings," Sam chides. Dean ignores him and instead storms out of the room, running his hands through his hair.

"Come on," Sam groans, pulling Cas to his feet, "let's get you that shower."

"Did I upset him? I should go apologize." Taking a step towards the door, Cas trips into Sam, nearly bringing them both down to the floor.

"Dean's being a drama queen. He'll get over it," Sam's voice is low, trying to calm Cas, "you have bigger things to worry about, like getting your strength back."

Sam drapes Cas's arm around his own shoulder and starts toward the door, calling anxiously for Dean, who returns with a towel in his hurries toward Cas until Sam holds up his hand to stop his brother. _Apologize_,Sam mouths. Dean drops his shoulders and sighs as if to say, "oh come _on_." Sam gives Dean a bitch face until Dean rolls his eyes and forces, "I'm sorry, alright? I shouldn't have said what I said."

"I know," Cas concludes, "saying 'freaking' three times in the same five minutes isn't a very good use of the english language." Dean chuckles for a short second until he sees Cas crumpling into Sam.

"Cas," Dean calls urgently, pulling the angel's other arm around his neck. Cas uses the little strength he has left to rub both the boys on the top of their heads, "you guys really are amazing," he slurs.

"Shit, Cas," Dean mumbles.

"You know, Sam, I was wrong," Cas looks up at him apologetically, "you're not an abomi-"

When Cas opens his eyes, he finds two concerned Winchesters staring down at him.

Castiel mumbles, "that was strange," before searching up at Dean's and then Sam's eyes for an explanation.

Sam answers his confused expression, "you passed out," brushing his hair behind his ear. Sam and Dean grab an arm each and pull the angel to his feet.

"You should probably put me back down."

"Why?" Both brothers ask together.

"The blood in my body is leaving my brain to go to my legs and I will lose consciousness."

Sam and Dean, surprised, drop Cas unceremoniously back onto Sam's bed. Castiel grunts in pain.

"Shit, Cas, we're sorry" Sam apologizes, looking concerned.

"Do you still want that shower?" Dean looks vexed. Cas is confused, the Winchesters, especially Dean, never took care of him like that before. It occurs to Cas that the Winchesters were taking care of him the way he had tried to take care of them. He had never expected that his actions would be reciprocated. The Winchesters had been his mission from the beginning, but it was more than that. Cas has had other missions, other people to protect, but he never felt like they loved him back. It then occurs to Cas that perhaps the Winchesters love him like he loves them.

With that realization in the forefront of his mind, Castiel becomes comfortable with the idea of the Winchesters taking care of him. "Yes, that would be nice."

"I'll run the bath," offers Sam. Dean nods in agreement and Sam heads to the bathroom.

"Where ya been man? Why wouldn't you call us? We were worried," Dean pauses, sighing, "I was worried."

Cas catches himself smiling and his cheeks get a little warm. He doesn't like worrying the brothers, but it's still nice to be cared for, "I was hiding, myself and the angel tablet. I couldn't risk your safety, or Sam's safety. And I couldn't risk discovery by contacting you."

"Then how can you be here, Cas?"

"Crowley, he stole it from me, cut it out of me." Castiel pulls up his shirt to reveal his abdomen.

Dean feels a flash of rage and his stomach lurches, "I swear to God I'm going to kill that son of a bitch!" Castiel notices Dean's nostrils flare, a seemingly subconscious reaction to anger.

"Did I make you angry?"

"Yes," Dean reconsiders, softening, "no, not at you, at that god damned demon. I swear I will kill him. Soon."

Cas opens his mouth to respond, but before he can, Sam returns, "Cas, the bath is ready."

Dean and Sam help Cas into the bathroom, "Can you take it from here?" Dean asks.

"Yes, I'll be fine," Cas assures the brothers.

Sam and Dean leave the bathroom to stand near the door.

With Cas out of earshot, Sam confesses, "I'm worried about him."

"Shit, me too, Sammy, you should've seen him. Do you know what he told me?" Dean continues, the lines on his face growing deeper, "he said that Crowley ripped the tablet out of him. He's got a big-ass scar on his stomach now. It must have hurt like a bitch."

Sam runs a hand through his hair and sighs loudly, exasperated, "that asshole just wants to die doesn't he." The image of Cas screaming implants itself in his mind. Sam's eyes sting, and a lump gathers in his throat. Sam looks down, frowns, and swallows before looking up to hide tears from his brother. _Mind over matter_, he commands himself. Dean, on the other hand, is looking at the bathroom, "how long do you think he's been in there?"

"Five, ten minutes. Jeez, Dean, chill out."

"I'm chill," Dean shrugs his shoulders and then crosses his arms. When Sam raises his eyebrows, Dean shakes his head, "you know what, no, I'm not chill."

Cas jumps when Dean bursts through the door. Dean immediately covers his eyes, "uh, you okay Cas? You've been in here forever." Sam rolls his eyes and follows Dean in, picking a spot on the ceiling to stare at.

Castiel blinks, "I have?"

Sam stares at the scar on Castiel's stomach for a moment, then grabs Dean's arm, leading him out, "no, you haven't."

Dean resists his brother's pull, "you've just been quiet is all."

"Would you like me to make noise? I know a multitude of hymns if you'd like."

"Uh, that's ok," Dean responds. "How much longer ya gonna be Cas?"

"How long do baths generally last?"

Dean raises an eyebrow, "Cas, do you even know how to take a bath?"

Sam opens his mouth to scold Dean when Cas interjects, "could you teach me?" The brothers gape at him, dumbstruck, "you did say you'd wash my back."

Sam tries to will his mouth into submission, "that wasn't-Dean didn't really mean-"

"Shut up, Sammy."

"But Dean-"

"I said shut up."

Sam frowns at Dean. _What the hell is he doing?_

"Do you want me to wash your back, Cas?"

Cas can't understand why his cheeks are getting hot, or why Sam won't let Dean help him bathe. He knows that people bathe together all the time. What's wrong with Dean helping him?

At that point Sam forcefully drags Dean out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, "I know what you're doing, Dean. Cas doesn't even know what sex is. He calls it the 'pizza-man' for God's sake!"

"Then let's teach him," Dean jokes.

"Right, because that wouldn't be taking advantage."

"I'm just helping him get cleaned up, Sammy, nothing more."

Dean pulls an annoyed Sam by the hand back into the bathroom, "alright, Cas, let's get you washed up." He places a hand on Cas's shoulder, grabs a washcloth and soap, and begins working Cas's back. The Winchesters can't help but notice the angel's sigh as he closes his eyes. Sam takes shampoo from the cupboard, "this is shampoo, you wash your hair with it." Castiel just stares blankly at Sam, "I have to wash my hair too?"

"Well, yeah. It's part of your body." Sam hands Cas the shampoo and watches while Cas squirts half the bottle on his head and looks up at him for approval. Dean snickers. Sam kneels by the bathtub, "uh, let me do it, just this once." Sam washes off most of the shampoo in the Cas's hair. He then buries his fingers in the angel's hair, working it until Cas's head is full of tiny, iridescent bubbles. Dean runs his hands down Cas's arms, threading his fingers through Cas's before moving his hands back to massage his shoulders. Sam wraps his fingers around the shower head, "and then you just rinse it off and you're done."

Sam hands Cas the shower head and leaves the bathroom.

"I'll be right back," Dean tells Cas, sensing something upset his little brother. Dean runs after Sam into the bedroom, grabbing his hand and pulling him to a stop.

Sam spins around, "you are _such _a pervert!"

"Guilty as charged. You know, if I didn't know any better, I'd say Sammy's a little jealous."

Sam rolls his eyes before giving Dean a wry smile, "don't flatter yourself."

"Well apparently there's something you're not telling me."

"Yeah? What would that be?"

"That there're some sorta feelings going on in there."

"You're such a jerk, Dean."

"Only because you're," Dean pokes Sam playfully in the middle of his chest, "such a bitch."

Sam, indignant, and more than slightly annoyed, storms off, ignoring his brother's calls.

**"****Oh, come on, Sammy! Don't be like that." Dean starts to go after his brother, but stops and curses, realizing that the angel should have rinsed off and dressed by now. "Cas," Dean calls, "you done in there?" Dean gets no response. "Castiel!" Still no response. Panicked, Dean bursts through the bathroom door, and his heart drops to his stomach when he sees his angel bleeding on the floor of the bathroom.**


	2. Running from Mortality

"Sam!"

Now, Sam was pissed. Usually nothing Dean could say would bring him back in the immediate future, but the panic in his older brother's voice has him sprinting to the bathroom. Sam resists the urge to throw up at the scene. Dean, who pretty much never shows any emotion, is almost at the point of tears. He's kneeling next to the angel, who's soaked in a pool of his own blood.

"What the hell happened?"

"I don't know" Dean stammers, "but he won't wake up, and the scar that demon bastard gave him opened." His voice was growing increasingly desperate.

Sam dropped to his knees beside Dean and put two fingers on Cas's neck, "his pulse is weak, we need to get him to the hospital."

Dean takes a shaky breath and stands up, "I'll get the car."

Sam fumbles for the towel at the side of the bath and wraps it around Cas's bleeding abdomen before taking the angel in his arms. Sam comes off of his knees and carries Cas through the door, kicking it shut behind him. He hears a honk, and looks to find his brother waving him over, "come on, Sammy, we don't have all day!" Dean exits the car to help his brother with Castiel, who is deceivingly heavy, his head hanging limp against Sam's arm. The brothers lay Cas down in the back seat and Sam positions his knees under Cas's head while Dean climbs in the driver's seat, speeding away from the bunker.

"Can you drive any slower?" Sam asks.

"Shut your cakehole," Dean snaps.

Sam rolls his eyes and turns his attention to Cas, whose lips are turning purple. He unties the blood soaked towel and shoves it to the other side of the car. Sam rips off his own shirt and dabs at Cas's wound before maintaining pressure. The gravity of the situation finally hits Sam and he bends over Cas's lifeless form trying not to let the flame in his cheeks or the sting in his eyes overcome him. "Please, Cas," Sam begs, just out of Dean's earshot.

"How's he doing back there?"

Sam swallows hard and assesses the angel before him. His lips are blue, his face pale and cold. His heartbeat is almost nonexistent, "he doesn't have much time."

Dean curses loudly, banging on the steering wheel, "come on, baby, just a little faster."

Sam stares down at the angel's colorless face, his vision blurring. Sam takes one final glance at Cas's face and presses his lips against the angel's. When Sam lifts his head, he keeps his eyes focused on Castiel, "how much longer, Dean?"

"Five more minutes, Sammy, we're almost there."

The impala screeches to a stop in front of the ER and Dean gets out to open the door for Sam and Cas. Sam quickly ties his shirt around Cas's middle and lifts him out of the car, handing him off to Dean. The brothers rush into the ER calling for help. The two nurses at the front desk see Castiel and immediately run over with a gurney, one taking Cas from Dean and the other asking Sam what happened. Sam takes a moment to gather his thoughts, "I don't know, Dean," he say, pointing to his brother, "just found him lying there on the bathroom floor. He already had that cut and he was feeling really weak before. He kinda took a beating."

The nurse nods, taking it all in stride, "we're going to get him blood and a doctor will see him right away, but seeing that he has an abdominal injury, we'll probably take him straight into surgery. Do you boys happen to know his name?"

Dean responds with "Jimmy Novak" the same time Sam blurts out "Castiel".

"Jimmy Castiel Novak," affirms Dean with a nervous smile, "we call him Cas."

The nurse nods slowly, "alright, take a seat in the waiting area and we'll come back when there's news."

The brothers thank her and take a seat. Dean bends forward and puts his head in his hands. Sam can't stop looking at the clock.

"Can you stop shaking your leg?" Dean snaps, "It's like a freaking earthquake."

"Sorry," Sam, becoming aware of the ground shuddering beneath him, tucking his legs under the chair and crossing his arms.

After a few minutes Dean admits solemnly, "I don't think he's gonna make it."

"We don't know that, Dean. It's Cas. When has he ever not come through for us?"

"Do you want the damn list?"

Sam reconsiders, "he's an angel, he can't die."

Dean looks at Sam doubtfully and returns his head to his hands, "yeah, well that's what we thought about just about everyone we ever knew." That shuts Sam up.

After almost an hour, a doctor comes out with a warm smile, "you two are with Mr. Novak, correct?"

Sam and Dean stand. "How is he, doc?" Dean asks.

"We took him in for a laparotomy a half hour ago to assess the damage to his internal organs and suture up that cut. He should be out in about an hour."

Sam sighs in relief, "so is he gonna be ok?"

"Assuming all goes well, we might keep him a few weeks for observation and recovery, but after that you can take him home."

"Thanks, doc," Dean says as the doctor walks away.

Once she's gone, Sam and Dean relax, falling back on the uncomfortable hospital seats. Suddenly, Dean sits up, "Cas is an angel," Dean watches as Sam gives him a look that can only be described as _no shit_,"then why isn't he healing?"

"I don't know, Dean, he's kind of been through a lot recently."

"No, you don't understand. When I first met Cas, Bobby and I shot him up with so many bullets he was half lead, and the bastard didn't even flinch. And now? Some stupid cut put him in the hospital. There's something he's not telling us."

"But what could be worse than what he already told us? I mean he was being controlled since he left purgatory. Then when he finally broke that control, he was pursued for months by, I'm assuming, both angels and demons, until the angel tablet was ripped out of him by that bastard Crowley. How much worse can it get?"

Dean just stares at Sam until the younger Winchester gets uncomfortable, "okay, what?"

"Cas is an Angel"

"We've established that."

"But what if he's not?" Dean suggests.

"So you're saying that Cas has faked being an angel for the past four and a half years? That seems pretty hard to pull off."

"Don't sass me. No, what I'm saying is-what if Cas isn't an angel anymore?"

"Why would you-"Sam cuts himself off, "you know what, never mind. But, Dean, I don't think angels can just stop being angels."

"Anna did," Dean reminds Sam, "she lost her grace and she- wait, what if Cas _fell_?"

Sam narrows his eyes, "how could he fall? What does that even _mean_?"

"Hell if I know. All I know is that he definitely doesn't have his angel mojo."

"Crap, Dean," says Sam, perplexed, "alright, what do we do?"

"I don't know. We could talk to him after he wakes up, beyond that..." Dean trails off.

"I mean," Dean starts again after a few seconds, "can you even fix something like that?"

"You mean make him an angel again? I don't know. How did he even fall, if he fell?"

"Man, I don't know. Why don't we just talk to him first?"

**"****Fine," Sam sighs in frustration, and they both sit in silence.**


	3. Running from Demons

On the drive home, two weeks after Dean found Cas bleeding on the bathroom floor, no one says a word. Sam has his elbow against the passenger's side window, his head resting on his hand. Dean looks extremely uncomfortable, periodically glancing at Cas through the rear view mirror. Castiel is slipping in and out of consciousness, a side effect of the drugs prescribed to him. The doctors said there had been no internal damage and only a couple week's stay had been necessary. They released him about an hour ago with nothing but a pat on the back and a container of pills.

When the impala pulls into the driveway of the bunker, Sam and Dean take a shoulder each and lead Cas to a guest bed. Dean takes off the man's trenchcoat while Sam slips his shoes off. "Hey look, Cas," Sam starts, "a real bed with absolutely no hospital room smell!" Sam is sure that Castiel would have given him an equally enthusiastic response if he were not already passed out in the sheets.

Dean leads Sam into the hallway, "come on, Sammy, lets let him get some rest. That hospital bed couldn't have been comfortable."

"I'm sure that it was more comfortable than the tiny-ass couch I had to sleep on for two weeks."

"Hold up, at least you got the bed, _I_ slept on the armchair for two weeks."

"No, I remember clearly. You tackled me to the ground so I physically couldn't get to the bed."

"What," Dean positions his leg behind Sam's and twists, causing Sam to buckle. Dean holds Sam's shoulders down on the ground, "like this?"

"You wish, old man," Sam swings his shoulder around so Dean's body is below his. Sam can't remember the last time he and Dean had actually laughed and realizes how much he missed it. Before he understands what's happening, Dean forces Sam back underneath him.

"You're losing your stealth, young grasshopper," Dean smiles down at Sam.

"I'm just going easy on you, you know, so you don't hurt your back."

Dean shoves Sam's shoulders hard on the ground and Sam struggles to escape his brother's grip, "oh, little Sammy's stuck, huh?"

"Shut your stupid face Dean."

"Model Stanford dropout, ladies and gentlemen."

"You're a jerk."

Dean sees the hurt behind Sam's eyes and immediately comes off of his brother. He offers a hand, "bitch." Sam takes the hand and pulls Dean down on the floor with him, and quickly situates himself on top of his older brother.

"Oh I see how it is, little brother, using sympathy to manipulate me," Dean chuckles softly, "I guess they taught you well."

"All these years of failure, yet you still can't lose gracefully."

"Mostly because I haven't needed to."

"Yeah, right," Sam sits up on top of Dean, straddling him. Sam terminates Dean's attempt to get up by pressing a firm hand to his chest. "I'm betting Cas is gonna be hungry if he's not an angel anymore. We should get him breakfast for when he wakes up."

"I dunno, Sammy, my back kinda hurts."

Sam rolls his eyes and stands up. Dean reaches out his hand. "Yeah, right," Sam says, "like I'm falling for that."

Dean gets up, "would I do that to you?"

"I'm gonna go with yes. Come on, I'll make coffee if you make eggs."

Dean mocks Sam's words under his breath and follows him into the kitchen.

Dean pulls the eggs out of the fridge while Sam loads grounds into the coffee maker. "You know, we're gonna have to ask him eventually," Sam says quietly.

"Well he hasn't exactly been lucid," Dean starts warming up a pan.

"I know," Sam says with a sigh, "but maybe after he takes a good nap and has a good meal he'll feel well enough to talk."

"God, I hope so."I really hope we can help the poor guy."

The spill of oil creates bubbly crackles on the surface of the pan. Dean breaks the shell of an egg and empties its contents with a sizzle onto the pan. Sam pulls three mugs out of the cupboard and situates one under the dispenser.

"Do you think he'll actually talk to us?" Dean asks.

"What do you mean?"

"Will he actually tell us if he's not, you know, an angel anymore?"

"What's he gonna say? I mean it's pretty obvious he didn't heal."

"I don't know man, I'm just worried about it and I didn't want to upset him."

"Upset who?" asks a new voice

"Uh, hey Cas, how are you feeling, man? " Dean sets down the spatula.

"Are you hungry?" Sam removes the coffee from underneath the dispenser and offers it to him, "how do you take it?"

"Take what?"

"Your coffee," Dean answers for his little brother.

Sam glares at him, "Yeah, your coffee, do you want milk, sugar, cream, anything with it?"

A mumbled "coffee..." is all they get out of the smaller man.

Dean sighs, "Sam, just throw in a couple things of cream and give it to him."

Sam rolls his eyes, but does what his brother says, and once they all have their drinks, and Dean serves up his eggs, the brothers start talking.

"You hungry Cas?" asks Sam.

"Starving," is all he gets out of his friend who is shoving food, rather quickly, into his mouth. Sam and Dean exchange a look, angels don't eat, and they certainly don't get hungry. Dean gives Sam one of those "I told you so" looks. Sam turns his attention to Cas, "slow down there, angel, you're going to get sick."

"Not an angel" mumbles Cas as he takes a sip of his coffee, and immediately spits it back out, "this is disgusting, why does anyone drink it?"

The brothers laugh. Sam explains, "I guess it's more of an acquired taste, but it wakes you-"

"I knew it!" Dean bursts

"See," replies the apparently-not-an-angel, "Dean doesn't like this brown drink either."

Dean sombers, "um, I-well that's beside the point. We need to go over this whole not an angel thing."

Sam looks at Cas cautiously, "could you tell us what happened?"

"My grace, it was stolen from me," Cas touches his throat absently and swallows, "by Crowley. When he tore the angel tablet from me."

"Where is he? I'll kill that son of a bitch!" Dean barks.

"You've already threatened to kill him," reminds Cas, who is apparently calm about the whole thing.

Sam, on the other hand, fights the urge to explode, rather curling his hands into fists and exhaling heavily through his nose. "You know what, maybe this time we should actually do it," Sam pauses, "but why would he want your grace in the first place Cas, why does he need it?"

"I don't know, maybe to stop me from coming after him, maybe to get revenge, or use it for a spell, not one I've heard of, though. Or maybe he just wants it to add to his collection, as a testament to how strong he is by stealing an angel's grace"

"We need to get your grace back from him Cas, before he does something irreversible with it. Do you know where he is, Cas? The sooner we get it back the better."

"I don't know Dean, I barely remember anything about how I got there or how I left."

"Well...Damn it," replies the ever-elegant older Winchester.

"So what does that mean for you, Cas," asks Dean, "what's going to happen to you?"

"I guess I'm going to learn how to be human. What's it like?"

The Winchesters don't really know how to answer that question without scaring him. "It's a lot of things, I guess," Dean considers, "it's a lot of emotions and urges that you learn to deal with."

"Like what?"

"Love, happiness, pain, loss, grief, jealousy, to name a few."

"At the same time?"

"Not always."

"Will you teach me?"

"Y'see, Cas, it's one of those things you have to learn with experience. With relationships and all that stuff, friendly or otherwise."

"Otherwise?"

"You know, the...uh-"

"Sex," Sam says finally, and shrugs when Dean gives him a look.

"Oh," Castiel looks down.

"Do you want to know what that is?"

"No I've seen it happen enough times."

"Have you ever had sex Cas?" Sam questions.

"No, have you?"

Sam and Dean both let out a small laugh and glance at each other knowingly. "Yes Cas, we've both had sex," Sam manages through snickers.

"With each other?"

That shuts them up.

Dean rubs his chin, "why would you think that, Cas?"

Cas glances at them both, "that's the look people give each other after they've had sex."

Sam balks at the former angel, "how would you know that look?"

"You're avoiding the subject, Sam. Will the two of you answer my question?"

Dean finally says, "fine. Yes, we are two consenting adults."

"And we love each other," adds Sam.

"And we love each other, " reaffirms Dean.

Cas nods, tension building up in his stomach, reaching up to his heart. He felt as though he might vomit, "where's the restroom?" Dean points Cas to the bathroom and he shuts the door behind him. What is this feeling? Whatever it is Cas does not like it. It's not sadness, sadness makes you cry. The situation does not fit loss. The sound of Sam and Dean saying they loved each other repeated in his head. Why would that make him upset? The realization hits him like a punch to the gut. Cas is jealous.

Meanwhile, Sam and Dean are in the kitchen freaking out. It's been a long time since they've felt guilty about their relationship. "Did you see his face, Dean? He thought we were disgusting. We shouldn't have told him," hot tears rolled down Sam's face. The same tears that Sam cried when he realized he'd never be able to tell anyone the way he loved Dean.

"Shhhh, no Sammy, don't cry, he just doesn't understand. He doesn't think we're disgusting." Dean, who was gulping down tears himself, took Sam's face in his hands.

"Are you kidding? Did you see his face? We're freaks."

Dean's heart wrenched at the last word. His little brother has grown up thinking he was a freak, and Dean's not going to let him believe that for another moment. He grabs his younger brother, hugging him tightly, "Sammy, listen to me, doing what makes us both happy doesn't make us freaks. Just because other people don't understand, doesn't make wrong. The only one who can call you a freak is me."

Sam smiles into his brother's shirt and gives a small laugh, "Jerk."

**"****Bitch."**


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